Tomorrow will be my first day at college. I asking myself many question repeatedly. How my day tomorrow? Am I will be okay? How life style at college? Am i can follow the flow of study at college? I keep repeat and repeat the question. However, in many questions , I am afraid with one question, how people at college with my attitude? With my clothing? With my characteristic? Are they will think negative or postive about me? I am hoping that they will just think positive about me.
Before this, i also feeling this first day jitters at first day at secondary school and it is not problem for me to face it. I do not know, when i want to register as student of college, my first day jitter is the biggest problem for me. I become so nervous how to face tomorrow. I keep thinking and thinking. However, i am feeling excited but at the same time fretful. So much stress but so much excitement that I will face through tomorrow. Sometimes i feel , i do not want tomorrow come, but sometimes i can not waiting for tomorrow come. How exciting and fretful tomorrow will be?
I think, I should start to calm my mind and take very deep breath. I will relax my mind and make me confident to face my first day jitters tomorrow.
After that, i want all people see me as a matured student. So, i decide to find various ways to control my first day jitters before it become embrassing first day in my historical life. I started to make research at google. I type, "how to beat first day jitters, and deal with it?". In one click, many website and suggestion from person whom had overcome the first day jitters problem listed at screen of my laptop. I click one by one, try to find my solution tomorrow. The first thing i learn from them is try to smile to everyone. Never show our scary face and moody face. It will effect people surrounding. It also effect the way thinking of people about us. It is really nice idea. Although hard to do it, it will be nice show a happy attitude. It will make people want to know us. Suddenly, i read at below of page website, "you can smile to everyone, but never smile like crazy people and laughing as you lost your mental". That also true. If i smile like crazy and mental person, it will make people keep distance between me. It will make stressful, and maybe can lead to suicide. Oh no! I should stop thinking like homicide and start to think positive. The effects will make my first day jitters turn good to worst if i do not control my thought.
Then, i find another story from google. I open blog whom is the former an excellence student at the college where i register tomorrow. He writes many article "how to beat the first day jitters?" It take my interest. I reading all his article. I am attracted to one of this article, "try to build a good communication with people". I thought my search at google will make regret but it make me grateful. Many ideas that i can use to deal with my first day jitters tomorrow. So, i start to learn many skill of communication at google. For tomorrow 's sake, I try practice with mirror to reduce my nervous to starting conversation. I will practice the best shot and the best skill to use tomorrow. I want to hone my skill communication before this day change tomorrow.
In conclusion, i had ready to face my first day jitters tomorrow. After my research, i see my clock, it had already 1.00 a.m. Fortunately , i had already pack my things and bag for register tomorrow. Now, i can sleep peacefully and calmly. Thank you google for helping me. Goodnight. I hope tomorrow will be okay.
